Dear God,
I was a simple girl until you start playing with me ..
how come you always pick me to be hurt? how many sins did I do? am I really a bad girl? ..
you were always unfair with me ..
why can't you get me?
why can't he ge me?
I was always beside him, when his last teardrops fell, when he laugh and tell the whole universe that he was damn happy, when he is angry and would punch a wall ten million times, when he felt he was alone and scared, I was always beside him.
and why? because God knows how I love him so much, I did everything for him, make him smile, laugh yet it's not enough because their will always be this girl getting his attention away from me ..
and when the time comes you let him be with me, I thought I was the happiest person in the world! but I was wrong, I was always wrong ...
I thought he was happy with me ..
I thought he was willing to do everything with me ..
I thought, I thought HE LOVES ME but damn it, I WAS ALWAYS WRONG.
God, why are you so unfair to me?
when the time you gave me another man that I would love more than him and he would love me more than his life ..
It's the time, I have to ....................
P.S let me give happiness, please~?
I was a simple girl until you start playing with me ..
how come you always pick me to be hurt? how many sins did I do? am I really a bad girl? ..
you were always unfair with me ..
why can't you get me?
why can't he ge me?
I was always beside him, when his last teardrops fell, when he laugh and tell the whole universe that he was damn happy, when he is angry and would punch a wall ten million times, when he felt he was alone and scared, I was always beside him.
and why? because God knows how I love him so much, I did everything for him, make him smile, laugh yet it's not enough because their will always be this girl getting his attention away from me ..
and when the time comes you let him be with me, I thought I was the happiest person in the world! but I was wrong, I was always wrong ...
I thought he was happy with me ..
I thought he was willing to do everything with me ..
I thought, I thought HE LOVES ME but damn it, I WAS ALWAYS WRONG.
God, why are you so unfair to me?
when the time you gave me another man that I would love more than him and he would love me more than his life ..
It's the time, I have to ....................
P.S let me give happiness, please~?